Tuesday, November 01, 2005;3:56 AM
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hahax...i was so high last nite...omg...hahax... high until almost cannot slp...dEn sum more go N write stupid N funni N lame N sot sot de testi...hahax...me oso quite happi tat i m back to e original me...
t0day me wake up quite late sia... coz too lazy to wake up...hahax... dEn nth to do so go N call ppl to chat wif me... dEN chat f0r abt 3 hrs like tat bah... omg... so talkative sia... actualli me post tis post oso got reason de... i juz wanna say tat within 1 hr i can come out with a conculsion for so mani thing might be a bit unbelieveable...but wat i tell all of u is true... i nv lie to ur... even me myself oso find it strange tat i can forget him so fast... coz normally it will take abt few week for me to forget sum one...but it is realli true...i nv lie... N arent ur happi f0r me tat i can forget him so fast... for the past 8 mth i oso dun noe wat had actualli happened.... N becoz of my change i lose quite a lot of things... i find it not worth lor... now dEN regret oso no use liao lah...once done is done....N sum times sum of e thing once done it cannot be erase in sum hearts...it might oso leave a scar in e heart... he is e first one tat i love until so deep N is e first one tat i forget so fast... after giving up i find myself much more happi dEN durin e 8 mth... maybe givin up is e best way out... N i hv make e rite choose... N lastly is tat i give up is not becoz of ani one or ani thing... juz tat i hv xiang tong liao... now i a bit regret tat i go N pierce my ear... but wat is done is done... all i can do is juz go on wif my life... i dun wan to lose those who r around me again... those tat care for me alot... ME here realli wan to thx them f0r being beside me wen i realli need them N talk to me sum of e things tat make me think through wen i cool down... a big thank you to chen jing, sophia, wei ting, daryl, koh wee N you shan(not in ani order)... thx alot!!! i alwayz wait until sum of e thing is done den i cool myself down den find out tat wat i hv done is wrong... THX my veri veri best frenz!!!
