Sunday, July 29, 2007;12:16 AM
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ii was l00king thru my document and saw a folder was curious wat was it.. den open and saw a few files and here is wats in the files...
"tell me wat to do..
i m realli verii confused..
wen i found out abt u aNd angie..
i was sad, angry aNd all sorts of feeling..
at first i realli hate her..
i hate u too..
But i couldnt do anything..
all i can do is cry aNd cry aNd cry..
aNd i cry f0r 3 nites..
th0se 3 nites were realli horrible nites..
i couldnt get t0 slp..
the person tat i m thinking of day aNd nite is u..
i cry till i fall sick..
aNd u were nt there f0r me..
i didnt noe wat to do..
i m lost..
listening to the same song over aNd over again..
heart is bleeding..
its like u stumble my heart wiif a knife aNd dEn put salt on the wound..
its verii painful...
i would rather i dun noe den i noe...
sumtimes i wonder...
wat makes me love u so much..? "
"thankx f0r being there all this while... g0in thru the ups aNd downs wif me... you realli taught me alot... you console me whenever i m sad... aNd try t0 thiink of ways t0 make me happy... you share your happiness with me whenever you're happy... but all this realli became part of my memory... when i lost hope on guys... but ur appearance let me have hope again.. aNd realli i hv t0 thank you f0r giving all the support u could... you are realli sum one important in my liife... i mean it... hw i wish we were be ever lasting but ..."
well. tis is wat ii wrote one yr ago.. its jus hw ii felt durin tat tiime... expressing my feeling thru writing but didnt post or send lah... yah. nw reading it again... hmm... dun noe wat feeling...
一年多了... 我还没有忘记他...
记得也好... 忘了也好...
well. its no longer important anymore le bah... he is leading a happy life wif his princess in the castle...
我不应该还不放手... 他有自由走我有自由好好过... 任何决定没有谁对谁错...
why ii hven f0rget him..? well. ii oso dun noe... maybe memories bah...
有时候要先失去才懂得珍惜... 因为失去的痛才知道有多重要吧...
放开他是我最挣扎的事...
ii think ii need sum more tiime bah...
every story has an ending... its whether its a happy ending or a sad ending...
我要快乐!
=)
