Sunday, August 19, 2007;11:00 PM
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this whole week dont hv mood t0 do anything... tis few mths a lot of things happened... verii easy moodswing... cried a lot oso... actualli ii oso dun noe why ii cried till so sad... wen ii heard the words "lost.. cannt find back.." ii will start crying... its like wen u depends on sumthing too much... den suddenly u lost it... ii scared of the lost feeling... when a person is being push to her limit.. she will go gaga... (watever the reason is f0r u t0 steal.. u will get caught one day... its a crime... u will nv be able t0 escape frm it... u will nv be able to face ppl... c0z u too ashamed to face them... if u dun even hv tis feeling.. oh my... u jus die le better... coz u will onli cause pollution to the environment... the society dun need baka.. u r jus a liabilities t0 the society..) u r charity centre... But ii m nt.. u wan us t0 help the less fortunates in the class... den wen my hp lost... r these ppl there t0 help me find out whos the thief... NO!!! they jus mind their own business... nobody ask the class abt who saw anyone cumin into our class or wat... and help t0 find out evidence... is tis wat we call classmates..? the thief jus needs t0 sell the hp and gets money... ii dun buy second hand hp... ii oso dun sell my hp to second hand shop.. wat rite do the thief hv t0 steal and maybe sell it..? why cant u put urself in my shoe..? u dun even noe why ii m so upset tis tiime..?
well. ii hv lost sumthing.. But ii did gain sumthing.. ii hv frens around me tat cares for me... it makes our frenship bond stronger.. last nite jiesheng told me sumthing.. feel verii touch.. "mani frens r caring f0r u... dun neglect our existence and live in ur own depression world..." ii hv make my frens moodswing wif me... ii hv make them suffer... ii jus wan back my hp... there r sum memories inside... ii m kind of stubborn.. ii noe.. But well. nw ii hv to be strong... ii hv to get out frm the sad world... there r still a lot of things waiting f0r me to explore... no matter wat life still goes on....
sorry and thanks frens... and thanks t0 those who console me... ii will try t0 be happy... ii will try t0 cheer up... =)
