Monday, September 03, 2007;11:55 PM
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mon after skool ii cried again... feeling verii stress... mr pradeep teach de ii dun understand... homework ii copy frm yg... the whole qn ii dun noe hw t0 do... he is g0in thru too fast... ii cant catch up... and so mani hw need t0 be done... tiime is running out.. hw m ii g0in t0 manage my tiime... and recently so manii things happened.. ii dun noe hw t0 handle all this... went hm thought thru a lot of things and cum out wif a conclusion... and felt better after tat... ii wont use panknife t0 hurt myself... ii will onli use it t0 cut things t0 vent my anger... and the blade rust le..
wed after skool went fnn rm make cookies f0r sum teachers... we went a bit late so make onli abt 27... But 6 over-bake le.. LOL den cannt mah.. in the end gif 7 teachers 3 cookies each.. c0z mdm goh need go back by 3pm.. den she stay till 3.30pm.. after tat went jiing hs put down th0se cookies.. den we went cwp buy gift.. c0z tml g0t extra lesson till quite late.. s0 mus buy it by wed... after searching the 2 gift went hm...
fri teacher's day... went t0 hall f0r the concert... was having a l0t of fun lor.. laughing and making noise pollution... hahax... there is market, supermarket and gaint market... LOL sum should understand wat ii mean.. LOL after concert went f0r the walk.. on the way was eating cookies... hahax... weiting make de.. after the walk went canteen f0r break.. den went back class f0r homerm.. den abt 11.20am jiu went hm.. saw a l0t of ppl cum back.. kor didnt cum back.. den didnt stay back in skool need rush hm.. LOL den bath, eat... den went library t0 study... den study till 7.30pm... went cwp den went hm...
sat went ros de bbq... meet her at west mall den we were sitting and talking f0r a few hrs.. den eric and sophia use me as j0ke lor.. verii bad lor... den abt 5 plus den went her hs... and the few hrs there we were walkin and chattin.. and found out tat actuali jeremy oso scare of the same animal as me and t0 almost the same extend... hahax.. f0und a buddy le.. hahax.. and actualii he is nt tat bu hao lah... sum misunderstandin lah.. LOL den daryl was angry wif ros c0z nobody serve us... den abt 8.30pm we were hungry.. den daryl msg her we g0in back.. den we went up t0 her hs t0 help t0 take the gift... b4 we go back... the expression on her face was verii sad.. den we ask daryl t0 go in and talk t0 her.. den we take the wrong bus went t0 vivo den cum back t0 msl.. LOL in the bus all of us were verii tired and hungry... den help carry the gift t0 her hs.. den went hm reach hm abt 12am.. its verii late le.. so didnt eat dinner... yah. ii think my love f0r a person wasnt tat deep yet... thru b0th of them... ii saw the word love... But at the same tiime... ii feel verii sry and guilty... she realli spent a l0t of effort in making the gift... hope its realli the last tiime.. true love d0 exist.. But will it last..?
sun went library study till the library close... mus jiayou le.. nt much tiime left.. yah.
